Life,  Love,  Memoir

DEAR SELF,

Sorry for the pain that causes your suffering in the past. I know you suffer from depression that leads you to a sleepless night while staying the whole day on your bed and sobbing till you are free of tears.

Those days that your world collides and you want to escape from the pain that hunts you every day.

Again, you lost yourself and didn’t value the beautiful things that surrounded you; the last choice you have is to escape and keep hiding the pain that made you insane.

You forget to treat yourself in a way that you are unique. Sometimes you want to end everything because of the fear of facing a new chapter of your life.

You keep hoping that everything will be okay, but the truth is everything has an end, so you should move alone. I know how you deal with the things that break you from time to time. It’s hard to face the new day because every day gives you a reason to cry from the pain that’s killing you inside.

Sorry I failed to love and take care of you when the times you needed me the most. Sorry for keeping you in prison and experiencing the pain.

Let me rest for a while

Please give me the courage to let go of what’s inside me.

When that moment came, I promised to be stronger, and I can proudly say I’m a better person than before.

 

Jhes is an Architect with a passion for storytelling through her writing and painting. She loves penning stories and interprets them through her drawings.

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